It’s an Inside Job –
Apr 26, 2019 – “Because my brain thinks I enjoy it. My heart wants to know what the f**k is going on. Why am I wasting my time and money and friendship and love and energy and creativity on some grotty dessert?” Asked if he’d like to be clean, he added to The Guardian newspaper: “Yes, a part of me would. Just so I can feel things. There are so many people in my life who deserve better. It really is a mental deficiency.” The 40-year-old musician thinks he’d be much better off if he was able to escape his addictions. He said: “I’d be a force to be reckoned with! I’d have money and self-respect and clean hands.” The ‘Can’t Stand Me Now’ singer was estranged from his father for several years because of his drug addiction but he’s praised his “incredible” dad for his efforts to reconnect. He said: “He’s an incredible man. He’s gone from not talking to me because of drugs to going online and looking up drug slang.